When will I ever learn?

Thats What You Get
Paramore


No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa...
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why? All the possibilities. I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa..
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.

Pain, make your way to me. (to me)
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start... Start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

this is what i get..

I have a new found hobby. Whenever I wanted to feel miserable all I do is open my love's friendster profile. Id peek at his photos album, to see his new pictures. staring at his cute irristible smile, the smile that melted me for years. Those eyes .. Its an overwhelming misery. Specially that he got somebody else now. Seeing them together with his new lover just break me into pieces. ANd to be honest I dont know where to start picking them up. I have told no one about this. But it hurts to see him so happy with someone else but me. Its hurts to realize how big a loser i was. It painful to know that after a year of being apart he's still the person that could hurt me the most. ohh... Life sucks when your alone. When you dont have anyone to share feelings with. Im an emotionally stupid guy. I need someone beside to watch over me. Well, anyway that was just a thought. I got carried away too much with my feelings. Everyone lose something very special once in thier lives. On my case I think its him. So what I gotta do is move on. Get get a life.