In Memory of Mr. Jackson..

"Gone Too Soon"
by Michael Jackson

Like A Comet Blazing
'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And SparklyAnd Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon

Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle Built Upon

A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower

That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight

Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset Dying With The Rising Of The Moon

Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

Random Thoughts in The Rain.

Imagine waking up 1am pass midnight to go to work. It was raining, wind was cold and I was lonely walking into the dark wet sidewalk. Holding an umbrella and a stick of Marlboro lights on my other hand. My only companion that night. I have so many memories in the rain. Things that haunts my thoughts until tonight.


I have always been a loner back in college. As I slowly reminsce, I go to school by myself and went home alone. I was kinda enjoying it anyway. I go anywhere I want. See places and never have to ask permission or wait for anyone. I have my own hobbies, likes, tastes and dislike. And I hated my classmates back then. And never really bonded with them until 4th year. But one of my most memorable scene in my life happened exactly 4yrs ago from today. It was the day that I met him. The incident that have changed everything about me since that day.
It was somewhere late in June. The semester has just started when I bumped into one freshman on a corridor while hurrying to my next class. I dont remember his face back then. All I remember was a young, cute brown eyed boy, carrying books with a pack of Marlboro on top. I never was not yet learning to smoke that time but the red pack of Marlboro Red on his hands has somehow suprised me. "What was this guy thinking? exploiting his lungs with this pack of tabacco. do he really thinks it's cool?" I thought.
Days passed and It became know to me that he's class was occupying the room beside our Steno Class. I would sometimes caught him smoking alone outside in the corridor while waiting for thier professor. Day after day I noticed him more till I found myself looking for him. And there he was. He never really noticed me then. I dont know if he was just so busy acting cool. But there are times that I would bump him intentionally for him to realize my existence but all of those were ignored. Well,. until another 4 months later that we were introduced to each other and got each other's name.


that chapter has already ended a long time ago. I cant say I have totally moved on since I still havent changed my number or deleted my friendster account hoping to hear another word from him. Its over ill always keep reminding myself but someone these bittersweet memories I could just not let go. Because these are the things that made me who I am today. For those decisions that I made. For all the experiences I gained. I may never go back. It's a known fact but maybe someday, something better will follow.

Its Coming..

We waited patiently for you Harry..


Its here next month and I definitely cant wait. The 6th HP movie. The chapter that reveals Voldemort's past. Dumbledore's death and a promise of a much darker story.

Paris and Doug Reinhardt Split.

These guys has been dating for 6 months and I had been following their affair religiously to see if its gonna end up with another Paris Hilton home video. Oh Im so like dying to see Doug's body naked banging Paris. hahah. Well it quite ended early and I was suprise. This is the first time that Paris had dated someone who I actually find attractive. When I first saw their photo together I was like, how dare you Paris! They look hot together. Alledgely Paris caught Doug flirting with another woman on a party they attended in Los Angeles. Well that ends for Doug. But who cares if he's no longer around Paris's arms. I know id be seeing him less from paparazzi photos but anyway im a little bit disappointed, no amateur paris & doug porn for me.

Paris and Doug making out. I so fucking envy you bitch.

heheh. OMG! they're very hot! look at Doug's body.

I could almost imagine him naked on top of my bed..

Another Nightout with Bes.

(Riverpark Marikina City)

I went out with my bestfriend again last night. It started when we planned to attend a mass together that evening. Were suppose to catch the 7pm mass, I arrived at the church at 7:30 he wasnt there yet. He was late as always. My bestfriend have not arrived earlier that me ever in each of our meeting eversince we started our friendship 7 years ago. I was very furious when he arrived 2 hrs later when he showed up with this smile forgive-me-please-since-im-your-bestfriend look. I was very disapointed that we were not able to catch the mass together. Right after our short conversation for his excuses we decided to get a drink somewhere in RiverPark, our usual hangout. We entered a different bar this time. It was the tallest bar in the place and the view was great but the ambience isnt. There was a band playing and the bar was half empty. There wasnt any single cute guys around to ogle. Which was my second disapointment that night. We saw my cousin by the way and he joined us for a quick drink and left with his boyfriend. We shared 8 bottles of 330ml red horse beer that night. We went to RiverBanks after and grab a quick meal on a fastfood chain. It was 1am, we dont feel like going home yet after eating so we decided to went in this videoke place on a 24 store. Were my bestfriend sang his heart out with all his favorite songs. I fell asleep for a while and when he woked me up it was already 3am. He just finished all 16 songs in a marathon. I was sorry that I fell asleep. But he doesnt seem to mind. He knows that I always has this huge tendency to fall asleep after a drink. We sat there for a moment and bought a mineral water for him to drink. We smoked and chatted till 4am before we decided to leave. It was a blast. I couldnt imagine being with someone doing this rather than my bestfriend. 7 years of friendship and counting and Im lucky to have him. So lucky that I had someone there who actually knows and understand me. That I dont have to explain myself anymore everytime I say or do something.. knowing myself I a difficult person to put up with. and my bestfriend manage to pull it up. heheh. thanks bes. : P

Gay Lingo

GAY LINGO 101

Have fun!!

PROPER NOUNS
Ace Sanchez - a top
Aglipay - ugly Pinay ( jowang pokpok na chaka ng mayaman na foreigner )
Ana, Anaconda - ahas, traidor
Anita Linda, Aida - A.I.D.S.
Ate Vangie - gamot pampatulog (Ativan Gang)
Ate Vi - atrebida
Backstreet Boys - cute guys sa likuran mo
Bayombong, Nueva Viscaya - masturbate
Bebang, Mayta - maid
Blusang Itim - mga bakla na gumanda nang maayusan sa parlor
Cathy Santillan, Kate Gomez, Cathy Mora, Cathy Dennis - makati, malibog
Chabelita - chubby
Chanda Romero - tummy (ang laki ng Chanda Romero nung pulis) / an old woman
Chiquito - maliit
Churchill - sosyal
Crayola Khomeni - iyak
Dakota Harrison P! laza - malaki birdie
Debbie Gibson - give
Duty Free - maliit ang nota
Ella Mae (Saeson), Ella Fitzgerald, Ella Luansing - state of feeling horny
Eva Kalaw - evak
Felix Bakat - bakat ang birdie (sa brief or pants)
Girlie Rodis - babae
Givenchy - give, pahingi
Halls - tsupa
Indiana Jones - hindi sumipot
Janjalani, Pocahontas - bakla na palaging late o indyanera
Jennilyn (Mercado) - cheap, chaka
Joana Paras - asawa
Julanis Morisette, Reyna Elena - umuulan
Julie Andrews - mahuli
Kelvinator, Kelvina - babaeng mataba, sinlaki ng refrigirator
Leticia Ramos Shahani - shabu
Lilet - bading na bagets
Lucita Soriano - loss na, sorry pa
Lucrecia Kasilag - baliw
Luz Clarita, Luz Clarita, Luz Valdez - talo, loss ang beauty
Maharlika, Mahalia Jackson - mahal
Manilyn Reynes - malibog
Miss Nigeria - negra
Murriah Carey, Morayta - mura
Nora Daza - magluto
Oprah Winfrey, O.P.M. - oh, promise me, pangako, utang
Phil Collins - Philcoa
Purita Kalaw Ledesma, Purita Kashiwara, Pureta Malaviga - poor, dukha
Rica Paralejo, Nina Ricci - mayaman
Rita Gomez - naiirita
Ruffa - laklak
Siete Pecados - tsismosa
Thunder Cats - gurang
Tom Jones, Tommy Lee Jones - gutom
Uranus - puwet
Washington D.C. - wala
X-Men - mga dating lalaki
Yayo Aguila - dyahe
Zsa Zsa Padilla - o siya, sige!

ADJECTIVES & ADVERBS
48 years - sobrang tagal
antibiotic - antipatika
balaj, valaj - balahura
bella - boba
bigalou - big
biway, chopopo, guash - gwapo
bongga, bonggakea - super to the max
borta - malaki katawan
boyband - lalaking sintaba ng baboy
buya - nakakahiya
chaka, chuckie, shonget, ma-kyonget, chapter, jupang-pang - ugly
cheapangga, chipipay - cheap, ka-cheapan
chipipay - cheap
chopopo - gwapo
conalei - baklush
daki - dako
dites - dito
doonek - doon
effem - halatang bakla
emena gushung - malanding semenarista
fayatollah kumenis - payat
ganda lang - for free
ganders - maganda
intonses - sira, wasak
jongoloids - bobo
jowa, jowabelles, jowabella - karelasyon, boyfriend o girlfriend
jutay, juts - maliit
kabog, loss - talo!
katagalugan - matagal
katol - mukhang katulong
kirara - pangit / maitim
klapeypey-klapeypey - pumalakpak
krang-krang - hungry (same as Tom Jones)
krung-krung - sira ulo, baliw
lulu, tungril, tetetet - lesbian
mahogany, mashumers, ugmas - mabaho
majubis - mataba / gusgusin
matod - magnanakaw
nakakalurky - nakaka-shock, nakaka-takot
neuro - napaisip bigla, mind-boggler
oblation - walang saplot
otoko - lalakeng lalaki
pamin, paminta, pamentos, pamenthol - discreet gay guy
pinkalou - pink
pranella - praning
quality control - maganda ang quality
sangkatuts - marami, isang katutak
shala - sosyal
shogal - matagal
shokot, bokot - takot
shonga, shongaers, planggana - tanga
shonga-shonga - tanga-tanga
shonget, makyonget - ugly
shontis - buntis
sudems - never
tamalis - tamad
urky - nakakaloka
warla - loka-loka, nawawala sa sarili, nababaliw
wasok - contraction ng "wasak pag pasok"
wiz, waz - wala!
wrangler, thunder(s), tanders, majonders – matanda

NOUNS, PRONOUNS AND PREPOSITIONS
adez, andabelz, adesa, anda, ka-andahan, andalucia - pera
akesh, akembang - ako
badet, dinga, dingalou - bading
berru - beer
borlog - tulog, power nap
bottomesa, bottones - a bottom
bufra - boyfriend
carrou, carosa - car
cheese - chismis
chimi, chimini, chimi-aa, chimini-aa - maid
constru - construction worker
daot - ahas, traitor
ditey, ditich, ditraks - dito
feelanga - crush
fiampey - singit, birdie, flower
garapata - vaklush na punggok na majubis
gardini - security guard
oishi - shabu
gulay, pechay, bilatch, tahong - babae
hada - oral gay sex
hammer - pakonyo effect sa mga prosti or callboy, "pokpok"
havana - mahabang mukha
hipon - maganda ang katawan pero panget
itich, itechlavu - ito
itich-me-how - birdie
jipamy - jeep
jowa, jowawis - lover, boy/girlfriend
jubelita - vaklita, batang bading
kat-kat - sosyal na tawag sa katulong
katol, chimay - katulong
kyota - bata
kyotatalet - sanggol
likil, mentos, future - lalaki
merlat, melat, bilat, mujer - babae
nota, notes - penis
pa-uring - a bottom
performance artist - mahilig mag-inarte
potato queen - chink for chinks
red alert - menstruation
rice queen - chink folks who go for white guys (?)
colbam, sholbam - callboy
shulupi - pulubi
shumod, shumodity - tams
suba, bugarou - cigarette
success story - babae/lalaki na mukhang katulong na may lover na foreigner na masalapi
katuray - baklang mukhang katulong na mataray
tayelz - tayo
variables - barya, coins
wigwam - wig