December 02.

Happy Birthday!

Dear Unnamed,

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. I can't believe its your birthday again. It seems only yesterday that we were just celebrating your 16th. And now, how old are you again? This is the 2nd year that I wasnt there to celebrate it with you, but i was not invited anyway. So i guess thats fine. We rarely talk everytime we meet. But I need to tell you, that i have always loved attending your birthdays. Its one of the those days that I really look forward every year and to be honest Im even more excited to celebrate your birthday than mine. Great food. Awesome inuman. And just sitting there beside you. Seeing you laugh, crack jokes, serve food, drink beer, share a stick of marlboro lights. It just felt like christmas eve. One of my happiest moments. We both have separate lives now. You have your own path and walking my own. The distance between us might have gotten to far that it wouldnt be anymore to go back but, who knows. The world is designed to be round.
Looking back from who we are 3 years ago, we have outgrown ourselves so much. We could almost be strangers to one another again. Maybe not. We could be thinking differently now, doing separate things, but we would still know where we both came from. We both knew who we are before, no matter how much the world change us. Nameless, you are a great person. You posseses so many things that i wish i have. Courage, Determination, Ambtion. You deserve all the happinest you can get. I wanna see you up there. Fulfilling the dreams of who you really wanna be, happy and contented of what you have. You have an incredible life and awesome friends. This might not be the year for us. But I will continue to be your friend and will always be that person you walk with that afternoon when we first met. And you, you will always be that brown-eyed-boy I have fallen inlove with. .
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Happy Birthday!