February Journal.

HELLO EVERYONE!! what date is it again? oh, its feb 05. and its payday. I already check my atm, and its loaded with freshly printed money for me to spent. Im planning on oppening my own bank acct. Ive been working within the last 1 1/2 years, day and night and still i have not saved a single cent in the past. All there is spent, spent, depts. The economy crisis in US has finally found me. Our company has made an announcement last week, on US national television that they will be laying off 8000 employees in order to stay in business. THis was a total shocker. They have already removed several departments that are no longer needed and Ive seen my fellow agents being forced/presured to resign or transfered to a different account. One of my secret crush at my work has suffered the same faith. Ive saw him writing a resignation paper on his last day at work. Which really made me sad. I will never see him again on the floor anymore. Anyway I decided to moved on by jumping to my next crush. Back to the economy topic. The company I work for has a huge name in US, its one of the largest Wireless service provider in that country, so announcing to the public that they will need to lose 8000 people is way too scary. But what can we do? *my game plan is to do my best at work to keep up with my stats. We are evaluated each month. and I did good last January. but it doesnt mean that im already safe.: P here's comes fresh february, I just hope that wont be distracted by my love life. which is suprisingly not zero, its above average. Im getting laid everyweek.lols. no further info needs to be given. somebody could have read this post. So Valentines is just a week or more ahead. No pressure so far. Im not too lonely to go looking for a partner. I dont think I need it. I might even need some time to be alone for a while. I plan of spending my valentines with my high school classmate, in a bar drinking, and just get drunk. If only he liked me. I will not be this miserable, struggling to move on. But what-the-heck. that's life. There will always be those things that are not meant for us.