Ondoy

In memory of super typhoon Ondoy who devastated our city last September 26 09. The traumatic experience that I have encountered and witnessed during the calamity has drained all the will inside me to write about it. I hope that I could just forget it and may my friends, neighbors (and the whole Philippines affected with the typhoon) easily get back with their lives again.

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New Watch

I purchased this Fossil watch last night from eBay. Got it really cheap, and It looks good on me. I finally learned how to bid and do transactions on eBay. I'm glad to win this time. I was very depressed last Monday after loosing from an auction for the first fossil watch Ive been following for over a week. Damn that I didn't get to have that item but now that I have this , I feel a lot better now. This is actually the first watch that I wore in the last 5 years. wow finally. I have something going on back in college preventing me to own a watch. I like it. My parents should never know any of this. If they found out that Ive been buying stuff from the internet without consulting them, they'd surely freak out.

I still don't know what's going on with my life thou. I'm still single, frustrated, lonely, tired, sleep deprived person that I am 2 years ago. Whats wrong with me? Ive seen and dated a lot of people in the last year and still nobody has ever ended up with me. (actually I don't mind. I never liked anyone of them anyway.) I haven't met him yet. What's taking you so long? : )

“Dinig Sana Kita” (“If I Knew What You Said”)

this seems to be a promising movie for a love story. its been a while since I watched something romantic and feel like i wanted to fall inlove again. Ive been feeling a bit lonely this past few days. how long will i stay single?

The Blue Pack

My marlboro lights now comes with a new blue pack. I can't exactly tell if it has any differences in regards with the taste with the regular lights but the new packaging looks good thou. So far I already inhaled 2 packs in just 3 days. Working in Eastwood, Im very much exposed to seeing people smoking, making it very much difficult to quit.

I only have until tomorrow to decide if I want to consider going back to my previous job. I admit, I do miss my last job, I worked for Sprint for over 2 years. The account wasnt easy but it was challenging and I enjoy playing the role of a customer service rep., in which I get to help a lot of people, it gives me a sense of fulfilment knowing that I still have a purpose in this world.

My new company is the exact opposite. Size, benifits, environment, task, management, staff, everything seems different from what I am accustomed. I find it really wierd. Work is too easy that I dont feel any fulfilment at all after completing it. Am I whining again? looking for things that's missing, I even doubt it if there's a perfect company who even exist specially in this country. let's face it, we can't have them all.. maybe I should just stop complaining and finish my contract then go back on a later date or should I back off now and just went missing after the first payday..

“It is in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped.”
~ Anthony Robbins

special thanks to pro. heckler for providing the qoute.

September begins.

I bought my first Lacoste polo shirt today on ebay and picked the item up on a condo in makati this morning. Im loving ebay! so far all 3 transactions that i made within this year were all sucessful. I remember winning bids last january for that 2009 starbucks planner. Im very happy with the shirt I bought. I got one in black. Ive been dying to have this Lacoste polo's in the last 2 years, Ive seen most of my crushes wearing these and its so sexy. I know it will also look good on me. I just knew it. (it gotta be, this is one of the most expensive shirt that I ever bought in my entire life.) I cant fucking wait to show it off to my friends. :)

Ever wonder why I afforded a Lacoste shirt when I just started my new job last week and I havent even been paid yet? I finally recieved my final pay from my previous company. I went there yesterday and visited the accounting office and ask if I have my check out already. It was. I cashed it immediately. I went to a mall planning to get myself some new shoes but I didnt find one that I actually like. I dont know If I still want that fossil watch now that I have my money. I so wanted to own an Ipod Touch but with itunes on my pc acting crazy it might not be a good idea to get one until its fix. or maybe I should invest my money on a business or put it away on a bank.. I have a lot of things to think about and to think that that was all of it, I was wrong. ten minutes after I got home I went to bed to take a nap and then I got a text message coming from my former sup back in TP. My old company wants me back. Its so ironic when I already said my goodbye's and farewell on my recent visit. They were offering me to come back to work with the same account. Apparently they might have realized that I was a huge lost to the company after I left. I thought he was joking at first but he was not. I can go back to my old job and start all over again. that means leaving my current company which I enjoy working, theyre asking me to choose and leave my current job after establishing friendship and bond with the people I work with. Just after I found friends that I know that I will never see anywhere. The temptation here is the salary offer. It will be an advantage for me if I go back ill be earning more but it means leaving them behind. Theyre wonderful. I never met anyone like them before who actually appreciated and liked me. I was given until saturday to decide. I have to think about it.